Tuesday, 21 October 2008
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He said....
... he wasn't walking away ~ no matter what.
... i was the love of his life.
... he would love me forever.
... nothing i did would make him change his mind.
... he was in this - committed - for the rest of his life.
... he wanted to fall asleep next to me and wake up beside me every day. forever.
... he wanted to marry me, to love my children as his own, to raise our children together.
... i could trust him.... he wasn't like all the others.
But he did walk away. He did change his mind. And I've learned that I can't trust him.
But what hurts the most is that he is like all the others. All the others who've walked out of my life without even saying good-bye. All the ones who wanted me, but not my kids. All the ones who used me for what they wanted, then just left. I thought he was different. I hoped he was different. I believed he was different.
I was wrong.
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Comments (3)
I'm so sorry... As another woman who have been through her own share of breakups and relationships, I feel angry and frustrated and aggravated for you! But if there's one important thing I have learned is that, in the words of a good friend of mine, that there are so "many bad seeds in the world, and you have to sift through them to find the good one." And that person will you treat you just the way you deserve to be treated. Forget fairy tales--I'm talking about the fact that for all the many many rotten and unworthy guys you meet, there are very few good guys worth keeping around. But they're out there waiting to be found!
I also believe in karma--everyone will get what they deserve in the end...
@the_bonsai_tree@xanga - I, too, believe that everyone will get what they deserve... good or bad. Thanks for the encouraging words and the moral support.
I have heard these same lines so much even now in my current relationship, but i slowly see them dissovling away. I think we all believe that they are different. in the end it is always the same.